“I think humanity is finally rejecting what has always been an impossible project, the project of representation. The present proliferation of major and minor pharaohs around the world is the final and ludicrous stage of that impossible project. My life can’t be lived as a representation; my representative can’t realize my aspirations, take my steps or engage in my actions. The pharaohs are the final and definitive proof of the impossibility of representation. I think we’ve all finally learned what took me so long to learn, namely that I’m robbed of my enjoyment if my representative enjoys himself for me, that my hunger remains when he eats for me, that I don’t express myself when he speaks for me, that my mind and my imagination stagnate when he thinks for me and decides for me, that I lose my life when he lives for me.”— Letters of Insurgents, Fredy Perlman (via myanarchistproseandpoetry)
Huh
Fuck off
I’m tired of feeling like I need to fight and beg for respect.
*capitalist voice* if you’re tired of being exploited by your boss then maybe you should just become a boss and exploit other people
I’m sick of always wanting to not be alive and that when I’m ok I’m just disassociating from it. I just want a solution and there are none.
The shitty thing about life is that you have to be “on” all the time and conscious.
I have a vague concept that its possible to live without feeling bad all the time and being so fragile but I have no idea what that looks like or how to get there. My therapist certainly isnt helping.
If evolution is so “great” what am I doing in the genepool? Checkmate, Atheists.
I feel so bad all the time and I just want it to stop
it’s ironic isn’t it.
pain
yeah